^My Ambition^

Flashback to my primary school days, we need to fill in form for our ambition and there have 4 blanks to be filled in.  Remembering those days just make me feel like, ok, ambition is very important.  With ambition, we have something that we need to focus on.

So, back to the story, my first ambition is policewoman.  Why? Why policewoman? Kids like me those days just thinking of by being a policewoman, the appearance really awesome, “smart, brave, neat, bla, bla, bla”… Maybe by being a policewoman, I would be like dis awesome gurll~~~:

Aaaa…. Both of u r so cute lahhh!  Now, the point is, why we should have ambition?

“With ambition, you are more willing to work hard on it.” J

But I asked myself, till now, I don’t have my real, concrete, complete ambition.  Why? I always changed my mind.  Nevertheless, I still work hard in any field I am pursuing on.  Can that be something wrong to be done?

There’s a quote:----

“Oh, it's delightful to have ambitions. I'm so glad I have such a lot. And there never seems to be any end to them-- that's the best of it. Just as soon as you attain to one ambition you see another one glittering higher up still. It does make life so interesting.”
― L.M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables

XoXo, love you guys  *in the middle of studying Network & Data Comm, work hard on it!!!

You care, folks?

I am the person they call when they need something.

No matter what it is, because they know I will do anything and everything to help them regardless of whatever I may have going on at the time.

But as soon as things start lookin up for them again, they are gone, no where to be found til the next time they need something.

I dont mind being there.

I will do whatever I can to help someone out.

I dont even have to know them.

I'm surrounded by all these people and yet, at the end of the day, I'm the one sitting alone, in the dark, crying, looking at my phone and the hundreds of names in it and knowing it's pointless to try and call any of them, they'll be busy or wont answer or just simply not care, but they will remember me next time they need something, becuase that's the way things are, and I'm still going to be there for them.

Is it really so difficult to be there for someone?

Especially when they are always there for you?

After reading over 2000 quotes on this site and seeing what everyone elses opinion of what a "real friend" is, I am more certain now than ever, I dont have ANY, but I will continue to be the kind of friend to them, that I wish they were to me and maybe one day,

I will find that one-in-a-million person :)

p/s: copy n paste ;)

xOxO ;)

Wah, lisa surihani pon da macam gossip gurl, xOxO! hee style la plak kn Lisa dlm Istanbul Aku Datang. Anyway, im publishing dis new post not to talk bout dis film.  xOxO-kisses n hugs. juz please, do not focus it towards kinda relationship between boys and gegurl.  Yaa, we can apply it to our family and frens.  I always miss my mom, no matter die xingat pon nk col kite.  But im trying to call her every single day.  Never mind la mama rase rimas or wat,hee.  Family is juz my everything n we must remember Allah can take them anytime He wants.  So, please treasure this moment! XOXO ;)

"Let's take a moment to say ALHAMDULILLAH for everything we have"