~All By Myself~

tibe2 teringat bait-bait lirik lagu Celine Dion - All By Myself ni, hurm, nk emo plak pagi2 ni kan, haha. yela, alone in my own room, roomates go to class already.

haiz, life in university is different from life in polytechnic. In my opinion, d key word is "ALL BY YOURSELF"!!!! There's not always people or ur parents are by ur side solving all ur little tiny problems, u have to do it urself! Since u r already grow up n u have entered the university, u have to convince urself that u r not a lil gurl anymore! Wake up, grow up Bella! Dats my words for today. Wait, wait, wait, not for today la, after2 this, u need to remind urself that u r out here alone, u have to survive. Yeehaaa.... nice rite?

Life in UTHM is very2 interesting. We have many activities! Tons of activities, heee, too many that I don't know which one to participate. Cool huh? I like!!! Back to d keyword, u hav to find urself n u have to determine ur interest on these activities. If u want to "ALL OUT", u have to participate!

Dats for today, u noe wut, 24 hours per day somehow is not enough for me, haha. Last but not least, "ALL BY MYSELF"!

Here's d lyric, not very quite related, coz it was talking about love, but u can look for ur own meaning through dis lyric~

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone

~ Pakwe Mane?~

selalu sgt kwn2 usik, "eh,pakwe ko mane?jalan dgn family je?". sorry guys, i really dun hav a bf,haha. nk wat cmne, mmg xde, xyah la yo2 o sgt,hee.

mama xpnah isau kalau aku ad bf or x, coz die mmg xsuke time2 blajar ade bf, mmg la die xkesah, haha. anyway, entry kali ni bkn nk cite betape sedehhnye aku xde bf ni. "Sedehhh!", bak kate jai dlm KL Gangster,hehe. poyo... aku nk cite serba sedikit ttg lelaki yg aku terimbas dlm laman web ILuvIslam.

aku ni xlah brape nk cantek, biase2 je, apepon, syukur Ya Allah coz sy ade lesung pipit,ngeee. gemok jugak, a lil short, but im tough, da mcm ahli bina bdn,keh3. so, straight to d point, dis is wat i hav read~

*Wanita tidak semestinya memerlukan lelaki, tetapi wanita dan lelaki saling memerlukan, cinta itu anugerah. (saye adelah pencuri tulang rusuk,hee)

*Jika kita bersabar dan menerima ketentuan Tuhan, seorang lelaki yang baik akan didatangkan kepada kita juga. Lelaki yang baik itu tidak turun dari langit. (so im waitin' 4 my Mr.Right, hopefully d one who can really guide me :) !

*Lelaki yang baik, jika Tuhan mahukan dia menemani kita sepanjang hayat, membimbing kelakuan kita, menjaga kemurnian kalbu bersama-sama, mendidik, membuka jalan agar kita dapat memperdalam selok belok agama yang barangkali selama ini hanya menjadi pakaian dan lencana, dan memberikan kita zuriat yang halal lagi dirahmatiNya.

*Kerana Tuhan yang Maha Kuasa dan Maha Pencipta, kita wanita, kita ini diciptakan daripada lengkungan rusuk kiri lelaki, tidak terlalu gagah sehingga mengenepi kudrat lelaki, tidak juga terlalu lemah sehingga jatuh menyembah kaki.

truly madly deeply, im not good enough in writing about all stated above. so gunekn je la info yg da de,actually sume ni membuatkn aku lebih memahami pe yg penting sbnrnye dlm mencari psgn, juz b patient, He'll always be there, thx Ya Allah!

~Kampus Baruku~

Yeayyyyy! aku da jd budak U laaa!

Alhamdulillah, dgn berkat doa n rzki yg xputus2, finally UTHM yg da ditentukan. Bukan aje UTHM slh sebuah universiti yg agk pemes, tp yg plg penting, dekat dgn uma aku, haha. sng la ak nk slalu balik, ratah smbal grg mama,heee....

Ok, entry kali ni, nk bercerita sket2 je la psl kampus baru aku ni, UTHM.

#Sejarah Universiti Tun Hussein Onn Malaysia bermula pada 16 September 1993 dengan penubuhan Pusat Latihan Staf Politeknik (PLSP). oooo...patotlah time ak kt poli dlu,bleh kate kebanyakkan lecturer ak lpasan KUITHHO.hebat2....

#Pada 1 Februari 2007, Datuk Mustapa bin Mohamed, Menteri Pengajian Tinggi membuat pengumuman rasmi menukar nama KUiTTHO yang akan dikenali sebagai Universiti Tun Hussein Onn Malaysia (UTHM). Majlis Perisytiharan Universiti Tun Hussein Onn (UTHM) telah berlangsung pada 2 Mac 2007 dan dirasmikan oleh YB Dato’ Seri Hishammuddin bin Tun Hussein Onn. greatz2.... tepuk tgn sndiri,hakhak.

Sejak awal lagi, ak mmg psg impian nk masok ke UTHM ni. tah nape, mmg teringin sgt. last2, berjaye jugak. Perbetulkn niat, insyaallah i will succeed!hee

Mama, Abah, adik akn belajar btol2 :)

Last but not least,
"Sabda Rasulullah SAW yg bermaksud: 'Sesiapa yg mempelajari ilmu yg blh mendapatkn keredhaan Allah, sedangkan dia mempelajarinya kerana ingin mendapatkan habuan dunia, dia tidak akan dapat mencium bau syurga di akhirat kelak' "

Sekadar Renungan ^ ^

Jgn bangga berkulit putih kerana kulit terakhir kita=TANAH LIAT
Jgn bangga dgn rumah bagus dan besar kerana rumah terakhir kita=KUBUR
Jgn bangga dgn baju bagus kerana baju terakhir kita=KAIN KAPAN
Jgn bangga dgn kereta & mtor bsr, krn kenderaan kita yg terakhir=KERANDA
Jgn bangga dgn Minyak wngi berjenama, krn wngian kita terakhir=KAPUR BARUS

~Nyahkan Jerawat~

Ok, ckp psl jerawat, rase untuk gadis2 or ank2 bujang yg d luar sane yg mempunyai mslh ni,mesti pening pale cmne nk ilangkan jerawat So, for dis entry, sy nk promote 1 produk ni la. Bukan produk kecantikan luaran mcm pencuci muke ke hape, tp kecantikan dalaman. Jage pemakanan kite, itu yg penting.

Since high school, i mmg byk sgt prob dgn muke i ni. So far, alhamdulillah la, Tuhan yg pinjamkn, anyway, hee Abes je poli, mslh jerawat still ade, so my sis pon g la ke farmasi n mtk ubt or vitamin yg akan hilangkn jerawat secara dalaman. So, diorg pon bg la 1 vitamin ni yg akan cuci drh kotor kite la.




Name nye Cleansa Plus keluaran VitaHealth, utk maklumat lanjut, http://www.vitahealth.com.my/my2/index.cfm?act=Prod&ID=72

I da mkn vitamin ni 3 botol, hasilnye jerawat makin kurang n xde nanah da kt muke aku yg da mcm permukaan bulan da ni .Thx to my sis la coz sanggup tnye kt farmasi,

For next entry, sy nk promote Vitamin E yg akan hilangkn parut plak k. Ade rezeki lebih, sebelum raye ni, leh la mencube ye kwn2, xmahal pon, u can afford it, selamat mencube! ~30 tablet RM 25.00
~130 tablet RM74.00

~jar of hearts~

erm,recently,im quite addicted 2 dis song,not only d melody dat make me hanyut mlm2,but d lyric dat touched my heart. alaa...nk emo2 plak kn...yela,frustrated la yg wat aku jd mcm ni.tp xpelah...ak hepy jugak.entry ni bukan nk cite psl betape frust menonggengnye aku ni,tp nk kupas serba sedikit tentang lyric ni.

ok,lagu ni dinyanyikan oleh Christina Perri. ak pon xbrape nk knal la sgt minah ni,sejak ak trdgr lagu ni mase So U think U Can dance,br la sebok tercarik2 kt 4shared.haha.

ok,ni la penyanyi nye,amek pic yg agak sopan sket la,hehe~~

p/s: tq mr.gooooogleeee!

stylo mylo jugak la minah ni kan?
haa...ni serba sedikit tentang minah salleh ni la.kn da betol,ak tgk rancangan tari menari mat saleh tu br ak dpt tawu psl lagu ni.anyway,really emotional la dis song~

Inchik Wikipedia yg habaq ni:
Christina Judith Perri (born August 19, 1986) is an American singer and songwriter from Philadelphia. Her song "Jar of Hearts" charted in the United States after it was featured on the Fox television show So You Think You Can Dance in 2010.

ok,liriknye pulak mcm yg kt bwh ni,deng xia r....

~~~~No I can't take one more step towards you, cuz all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore, you lost the love I loved the most
I've learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me, who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around if I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms
I've learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me, who do you think you are?

It took so long just to feel all right, remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed, cuz you broke all your promises
And now you're back, you're looking to get me back

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me, don't come back at all

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me, don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are? ~~~~

ok,i think d most emotional part.....tettt!who do u think u r????
erm,mcm mara sgt kn,yela,mcm"ko sape?suke2 hati tinggalkn parut kt aku?",hha.lbh krg la....yela,sometimes people ni,kite pon xsgke kite da lukekn hati org,org pon xsgke die da lukekn hati ke,hehe.argh,nonsense!tp ak nk ckp lebih pon muet aku br band 3,so korg slow2 la hayati lagu ni.for those yg in love n da off love plak,dgr la lagu ni,wat pujuk diri tu. nk tenangkn hati,dgr2 la zikir ek,bkn nk tnjuk baek hati,juz ikhlas untuk kamoo sndiri n The One n Only in ur heart ok!

Caci Mencaci, Hina Menghina

Kisah ni bermula apabila seorang murid lelaki berbangsa Cina menegur seorang murid perempuan Melayu ketika waktu rehat di sekolah.

Si Budak Lelaki : eeeee..... sy geli la tgk awk mkn nasi pakai tangan.
Si Budak Perempuan: abes, selame ni awk mkn pakai kaki ke?
Si Budak Lelaki : xdelah...maksud sy, sy xpenah mkn makanan dgn jari tgn begitu sj.
Si Budak Perempuan: ooo...yeke?abes selame ni awk mkn jajan pkai sudu ke?
Si Budak Lelaki : .........................

*jajan=makanan ringan ,hehe

Hasil Nukilan: Bella
Sumber : Yayang

ini adalah perbualan yg kite boleh pnggil sebagai naif di antara kanak2. tp bile kite selami, unsur perkauman dan keagamaan terselit d dlm tu d mane ia menghina care mkn kite sebagai org Islam dan Melayu. apehal aku da mcm nk berpolitik ni?haha. actually inilah yg berlaku dlm masyrakat kite skrg. silap, bkn skrg. dr dulu pai laaa ni, cmtu je la. xhabes2 hina menghina ni. bile aku tulis cmni, mesti ade yg ckp, alaaaa lu kecoh r derrr.... ye! wa kecoh. tp kalau kecik2 ag da pndai kutuk bgse len, akn dtg xtau r tuu pe yg akn die wat dlm negare kite ni. kalau kecik2 da disemaikan pandangan begitu trhdp bgse yg len, ha, lmbt laun, xde wujudnye 1malaysia ni!

p/s: sekadar perkongsian cerita, tiade unsur politik

Struggling!!!

haiz...it's been quite hard experience for me to beautify my blog la guys!following Belog AdamXis, sometimes leh ikot steps, sometimes tah ape2 jek jd kt blog aku ni.haha. Anyway, usahe tangge kejayaan, slow2 la bella! bukan ape, ingat nk cantekkan, kasi perfect sebelum aku masuk blajar ni,hehe.

Struggling is d best way to know urself better. yela, time ni la br leh tawu kite ni ckup sabor ke x, twu kelemahan n kebaikan diri kite sndiri. in chinese, struggling means 挣扎(zheng zha), kite struggle untuk dapatkn sesuatu dlm idop kite. correct me if im wrong,hee.

Ckp psl struggle ni, ak rase ak da puas struggle mase kecik2 dlu. belajar ni penat, tp hasilnye amatlah bestt!!! abah anta aku belajar d sekolah cina which is asing sgt dlm idop aku. bermula dgn ditertawakn dgn kwn2 ketika membaca petikan bhs cina dr buku teks, yela, bunyi len, mksud len. ak xhrpkn sesape, mmg xde sape nk harap pon time tuu, mcm la family aku pndai ckp cine,hehe. so i struggle la, ah, kejap aku, kejap i,bleh la ek,hehe. first 听写（ting xie,ejaan) bhs cine dpt 20 markah jek,truk aku kene rotan, then ak menanges dr pg smpai la ke rehat yg membawa mama trsyg dtg ke sekolah sbb ak prasan da cuak gler muke Lao Shi aku tuu, mesti dlm hati die pkir, mampos aku, dr td nanges smpai skang x henti2.haha. anyway, kalau Lao Shi xrotan aku time tuu, xjadi org la aku skrg,hikhik. education is everything to make us grow up ni better way. yela kot,haha.

next post t aku crite lanjut ag psl struggling ni, cmne aku survive dgn persekitaran yg dikelilingi dgn bgse cine,hee. sebelum itu, jom kite rileks sebentar dgn my favourite drinks and chocolate!!!!! peace =)

Kredit 2 Belog AdamXis!

haa... da nmpk cantek sket pon blog aku,tp yg peliknye. xde follower pon,hehe. xpe slow2 la bella! thx to Belog AdamXis! byk sgt info yg leh dpt, tutorial pon very easy to follow up, nice larh. so boleh la follow blog mamat sorg ni, quite informative wut,hehe. k lah, wanna sleep, tomorrow got works 2 do, salam sume!

Cuweeet larh!

Ish! how laa?

how laa nk cantekkan my blog ni? how laa nk connect dgn sume org ni? sabar,sabar, take ur time.  ilmu boleh dicari.  kdg2 buntu xtau ape nk tulis kt blog ni.  im quite envy tgk org len nye blog. ade somethin dat can attract us to read their blog.  anyway, guys, if u have any idea or tunjuk ajar yg boleh bg kt i, please do state ur opinion okeh, hee, thx yaa!

Takot, Nyesal, Lost

takot sgt, nyesal sgt n totally lost when u ask me bout love.  nothin special, juz spesial, haha.  tah la, mls nk pk la.  sdih pon ade,tp menurut post yg dibwah ini, akan indah pd waktunya.  so let b patient, waitin for love =)

"Akan Indah Pada Waktunya"

" (¸.•´(¸.•´.•♥•.¸.•*¨)¸.•*¨) "

Aku minta pada Allah setangkai Bunga Segar...
Dia beri aku Kaktus Berduri...
Aku minta pada Allah hewan mungil nan cantik...
Dia beri aku ulat berbulu...

Aku sempat sedih, kecewa dan protes...
Betapa tidak adilnya ini.Namun kemudian...
Kaktus itu berbunga sangat Indah...
Dan ulatpun tumbuh & berubah menjadi kupu" yang teramat cantik...
Itulah jalan Allah,yang telah di Persipkan untukku...

" INDAH PADA WAKTUNYA "

Allah tidak memberi apa yang aku harapkan...
tapi Allah memberi apa yang aku perlukan...
Walau kadang sedih, kecewa dan terluka...
tapi jauh di atas segalanya...
Dia sedang merajut yang terbaik untuk kehidupanku... .

Ya ALLOH ya ROBB ...
Izinkan kami jatuh cinta hanya karena-Mu ...
Untuk senantiasa Menggapai Cinta dan Ridho-Mu . . .

(¯`v´¯)♥ Aamiin ya Robbal 'alamiin ♥ (¯`v´¯)
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`•.¸.•`.`•.¸.•`.____________`•.¸.•`.`•.¸.•
(¯`v´¯)*♥* ANA UHIBBUKI FILLAH *♥*(¯`v´¯)
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♥•*¨*•♥•*¨*•♫♥•* Thufail Na'im Ar'Syahid *•♥♫•*¨*•♥•*¨*•♥

Lame tau!

Lame nye ak tgu nk dpt u tuk smbg degree,  tp mmg DIA syg kt aku, ape aku nak, DIA mesti bg.  Aku doa nk dpt yg dekat2, dgn IzinNya DIA bg aku kt parit raja, alhamdulillah, mama dekat la dgn aku, hikhik.  N yg plg sronok, geng2 seangkatan aku pon dpt sekali.  Ape ag, jump higher lah aku!!!!

Awk ni pencurik tulang rusuk laa!

Masih teringat ag tyme "J" bgtau ak time tuu dlm fon, hermm.... sounds so sweet. he's  so special, eventhough kitorg br sekali brjumpe coz si mamat ni pemalu la sgt dgn gugurl.  after i grad, we seldom contact each other.  J bz, ak pon bz, kot...hehe.  N then once in a month, die mesti col.  Kdg2 ak terpikir die ni nak ke xnk dgn aku, n then at last i juz let it b.  If J my jodoh,  then he will b.... =)